Why it's so ...

disgusting!  You are a semi big strong construction worker.  You built the Disney buildings off the 170 freeway. You hang 38 stories off a building, by a strap.  You carry steel. So what do you do when you get here?  Abuse me.  Verbal abuse...im sick of it.  Im at the point where I hate u back and hope u die. I know why people snap and kill. You are the biggest hypocrite in the world.  The sink is clogged and you don't take out the trash.  You withhold food from me while u guzzle ur beer.  5 trips to the liquor store and only one sober, and one we took you. The other three drunk.............I don't want u here.  I want you gone. I wish I pray if there is a God plz help me.  I repent and I rejoice I regret loving the wrong people.  Plz give me another chance.  I never loved once since my robbery and #betrayal.  I did learn my lesson.  Plz give me another chance!  Without him.  He moved in on a lie.  Drank heavily and lost his mind in January. He hopes to drink himself to death and im not planning on watching.  PS  I hate u so much I almost forget to hate evalina...almost.....xx  #faith