I tried to walk around...

the pain but God made me go thru it. I never planned on any bad years. I didnt plan on going thru hell. I saw the road around the pain and took it. An avalanche of bolders fell before me. Big huge heavy bolders. They could not be moved and i had to climb over them, one by one. I could not believe how tall they were. It took so long. One by one i climbed over each bolder, to see a clear path once again, this is where i stand.......xx

Rear View Mirror! xx

What's in your rear view mirror? Joel Osteen asked? In mine... there is pain, lies, loss, betrayal and poverty. I am so glad those issues are behind me...... getting smaller and ........smaller. xx

LOOKING BACK....

I dont care much for Holidays anymore. They use to be my whole life and i miss them. End of year holidays are the worst, as i tend to look back on my life. The last few years have been a living hell. Lots of pain and loss. But to look on the bright side.... a few good things did happen. My oldest bought me clothes. My son is speaking to his ex. My daughter got a new car... i get to drive around in. Hopefully this will be my year to shine. I miss my parents, especially my mom. I have to be my own good advice, my own cheerleader. I need to stretch their love for me forever......................its ok there is enough to go around! xx

Domestic Abuse.....

How do you know you are a victim of domestic abuse? When the scarf you get at xmas disappoints you. Leaving you to think.....is this all i get after all i've been through? xx