I struggle with

my faith, I do. I know God is working behind the scenes. I am still alive. If He's waiting till the last minute to swoope in...this is it. A little too dramatic for me. He could have helped me years ago and I would have been grateful. I hope He is there and listening. I hope that He cares.. I would rather think there is no God, than He is there but won't help me...xx #plzhelpMe #Amen