I have been watching Aviva Drescher on RHONY. Aviva lost her foot in a childhood accident.  She speaks of her accident as though a meteor fell from the sky.  She calls it a freak accident.  I call it a lot of bad choices.  Why did she spend the night out at six years old?  Why didnt the parents there, keep her safe?  Why did she sneek out and not listen?  No wonder she can't make a decision or take a risk.  She screwed up at six! Of course i am coming from a completely different place.  My dad didn't let me sleep over any where until i was a teenager. I am not sure why...but he didnt  like the idea.  I guess he wanted to keep me safe and close by.  I just don't understand how you can send your kid to a farm where the security and safety were in question?  xx

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• While off line for over two months, i still wrote things down. One thought i had was a bra wearing blog.  Wear a bra 30 days and see if it changes my life.  I have tried everything else.  When i met #ToriSpelling she stated how wearing a bra was so important!  Yes, i was.  So since i mentioned, this subject in, my last blog, i will follow through, with this experiment and write about it! xx

While watching the #sandusky trial, things became clear to me.  All of the things about me, that aren't normal, come down to one thing.  Being molested.  I wonder how many girls were molested at Pickwick pool that day? Or at the Jewish community center, where they brought in snow, for us, to play in. I use to blame my ADHD for bad choices.  Now i know it is because of YOU, my molester. #Dr.Drew.  That's why i am overweight and diets don't work.  That is why, i married the first guy that came along.  It is why i pick, or use to pick ...the wrong prople, to have around.  It is probably why i dont wear a bra very often.  I thought it was OCD or the fact, that i hate to wear clothes, anyways. Maybe a disconnect with my body. I dont know. All of my life i suffered from low self esteem.  Once YOU had YOUR way with me, no man ever really wanted me.  I have spent my life alone, because of YOU. YOU made me hate myself for something, i had no control of.  I always say my ex sis in law ruined my life ...and she did, for ten long years.  Actually it was YOU that ruined my life...had YOU not had YOUR way with me i never would have loved her in the first place...xx