Kardashian Event! xx

I heard it's all about perspective. As i watched Kim's wedding, i thought... nice groom, but i'll take the cash. Meaning i just wanna make some money..........i want to be successful like Kim! My daughter watched the wedding and it made her cry for her dad. I did warn her! I saw Kris and Bruce on E news and Bruce mentioned Kim crying for her dad. Then my daughter started crying and cried the whole next day, too. Funny how it comes out of no where. You live it every day and try to accept it. Then you watch a wedding and the pain comes rushing back. xx

What 911 meant to me xx

It meant that other kids lost their dads too! Some lost their moms and parents lost their kids. 911 meant to me that i could not just cry for my kids and feel bad for my kids. I had to feel badly for all children who lost their parents that day. It's been 19 yrs for us. If i had one wish, in this whole world, it would be for my kids to have their dad ..... and maybe if i wish really hard.... all children, everywhere! xx