Maybe maybe not

I always knew I was different. I knew I was born early and had ADHD. I knew I had a lil OCD. I am hyper sensitive, in a very cruel world. I am a lil psychic. I feel other people's pain. I get depressed when tragedy is about to happen. Some things I can figure out, why? Some things, I can't. Now family members have been diagnosed with Asperger's. Maybe that's what I have? Maybe that's why I am not as perfect, as smart, as put together as others? Maybe that's why I feel scared and confused. Maybe that's why I feel overwhelmed and insecure. Maybe that's why people don't like me, or I feel that they don't. Never quite fitting in...maybe Asperger's... maybe not. Never understanding how I could be #bullied by the people I loved most...and maybe... that's why, it was so hard for me, to rebuild my life! Maybe...maybe not! #Amen #nationalbullypreventionmonth