maybe...part 2

some of my symptoms are...hard to explain, but I'll try. Is it real or not? Not sure. Is it true? Maybe. Staying in one place too long. Thinking people are one on one. Maybe being an only child? Maybe not. Feeling frustration and rage. ADHD? Bad decisions, trouble with identity, Fear...fear of being hurt. I know I have auditory issues with my brain. Sensitive to light and sound and smells! Not easy being me. I learned how to cope and over come! Sometimes my brain turns to mush. Bad at directions! Maybe Asperger's maybe not. Working on me...patience, self control, impulse control and finishing my sentences! Maybe Asperger's maybe not xx PS. now I will google symptoms of Asperger's. PPS. I did backspace too much n lost a line. Maybe the one where I said I never fit in...

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Malcolm

in the middle! Any fans? I am just now #bingewatching on #Netflix first time ever! No TV for now...6 mos and counting. They have become my family! lol So many questions! So in awe...ox #ecofriendly #notv #nocar #igshop #sales #Spreesy >>> *RANDOM THOUGHTS : I think my son should stop complaining about his childhood. I think everyone should watch before having kids. I am surprised Jane K had her kids while filming. Was anyone else disappointed in the naming of Jamey? Brilliant writers and that's all??? His name is Jamey...suits him, Malcolm says. WHATT??? That's all? AND that's why I work from home!!! #chaos

Maybe maybe not

I always knew I was different. I knew I was born early and had ADHD. I knew I had a lil OCD. I am hyper sensitive, in a very cruel world. I am a lil psychic. I feel other people's pain. I get depressed when tragedy is about to happen. Some things I can figure out, why? Some things, I can't. Now family members have been diagnosed with Asperger's. Maybe that's what I have? Maybe that's why I am not as perfect, as smart, as put together as others? Maybe that's why I feel scared and confused. Maybe that's why I feel overwhelmed and insecure. Maybe that's why people don't like me, or I feel that they don't. Never quite fitting in...maybe Asperger's... maybe not. Never understanding how I could be #bullied by the people I loved most...and maybe... that's why, it was so hard for me, to rebuild my life! Maybe...maybe not! #Amen #nationalbullypreventionmonth

drove by the Pink Motel

it was closed...empty...quiet. There was a death in the family, so I wanted to be respectful. It had signs that read Private Property and video taping in progress. A man came out ... I drove thru slowly. Soaking it in. It was charming, cottage like and pink. I passed the flamingos, all in a row. The perfect place to shoot Vanderpump Rules. I hope it stays open...I hope to snap some pics....I told the flamingos I would be back...ox #realitytv

ugly crying

my day started with my daughter crying for her father. Not ugly crying, just sad... very sad. What happened to Lamar is hitting too close to home. Hope and pray he pulls through and makes a complete recovery... in Jesus name. #Amen Love n prayers to Khloe*, his children, and family ox #stashndash #organic #bags #CA