The weirdest thing...

happened yesterday! I saw this random piece of paper by the cat water bowl. It kept catching my eye. What is that paper i wondered and why is it on the floor by the water bowl. Finally i convinced someone to pick it up and you wont believe what it was! It was a handmade card from our oldest daughter to her dad at Easter! To a great dad she stated, and a great Easter! The card is decades old...where did it come from? Why now...when she has been on my mind? Now that it is Easter week?! We have not spoken in years. What are the chances of that? xx

McStay Family.......xx

Every time i watch i have new questions. Where are the McStay's? Why were the playhouses inside the house? Does the grandma think people were staying in the house? Drinks in bed rooms, etc Why does Joseph's friend (in real estate), answer NO to the question have u seen Joseph McStay? But has he seen Summer McStay? The fact that Joseph signed his name Bryan Joseph at the motel. Was he asking for help? The car has no signs of an intruder....did they drive it to the border? When they traveled in the past, did they keep in touch? Did their four year old go to school? What does a messy closet mean? In a rush? Laundry day? Nothing to wear? How bad was Joey's health and were they seeking treatment? Why wait ten days to call for help? Where are the McStay's? xx

You moved back...

but it will never be the same. I left my Lottery ticket in your car this morning. Normally it would be ok for me to leave it there, but not any more. I went out to get it. Looking out for number one now. That's ME! xx

The Christmas Card! xx

My daughter received a Christmas card from her Grandmother. 8o yrs old. I know most people would simply send a card back to her without much thought. Of course i had many. I thought about how I was married to her son. I wanted to tell her I was a good wife. I wish I could have told her I missed being closer to her. I thought of a pic I saw of her when she was little. Her long curly hair flowing as she was holding a cat. I had many thoughts of life and regret...but most of all I thought...Please God don't let me be 80! xx