The Christmas Card! xx

My daughter received a Christmas card from her Grandmother. 8o yrs old. I know most people would simply send a card back to her without much thought. Of course i had many. I thought about how I was married to her son. I wanted to tell her I was a good wife. I wish I could have told her I missed being closer to her. I thought of a pic I saw of her when she was little. Her long curly hair flowing as she was holding a cat. I had many thoughts of life and regret...but most of all I thought...Please God don't let me be 80! xx