Jenny Cookies xx

i got the cutest Snowman kit at Inventori. The kit was made by Jenny cookies and she does beautiful work. These kits were cute and whimsical! I went back for more! It was A big hit....everyone loved them. I am looking forward to next Christmas already and the next beautiful creation from Jenny! xx

Hearty Paprika Chicken Recipe

Hearty Paprika Chicken Recipe

So many questions.....

so lil time. I have so many questions for Anthony Bergeron @InventoriLA. Things i cant ask.........like were u hired to act or sell. Or Both? Do u get paid for the show? Do u have any say in the final cut? Is it true they can do anything they want to you...........like embarrass u ? I know Tori would never do that, but ratings do count. Most of all i want to know.......will u still be my friend when u are a big star like Tori and Dean? :) xx

Suddenly Surrounded...........

by famous people! The kid next door is famous! He is in the LMAOROF videos. Not sure of the name but u get it! He is the one in the orange back pack..He had fans all over the world. Everyone knows him by that back pack. Brilliant marketing on his part. I didnt even know he could dance? xx

and Coco too! xx

On Valentine's day of this year, i met several reality stars. Tori and Dean. I also met Patsy, 2 Guncles and a baby. A Grandma of that baby and more familiar faces. Liam was running around. I also met Coco the chicken. She was right there in the mix, a mascot for Inventori! It was nice to see Coco last night, the star of the show. A chic new addition to the EnTORIage. So normal, so natural, so confidant, so Tori. What other star carries around a chicken? xx

Sipp Beverage....xx

So many unique items at Inventory (tori and dean's store)..............I will review one every week or two- *Sipp Sparkling eco Beverage, in Ginger Blossom.* Light and refreshing. I did enjoy the taste and smell. I am always looking for better choices, other than soda. $3 for 12 0z bottle Pure organic refreshment!

In Inventori xx

I popped in today and they were bussssssssssssssy. I bought a few items and spoke with Anthony. He isnt allowed to speak of the show's future, only what has aired. (Tori and Dean HSH) Even so, it has left me on guard. I spotted so many cute things, it was hard to pick. Even though, I only have a few pennies at a time, i can still shop there. The Snowman Kits from Jenny Cookies were adorable. I picked up a few more. Rave reviews from all, who received them! Items for Ten or less...................Chicken Jam Jar, Christmas Linens,Dip Mixes,Mini Soaps,Vintage scarves and more! Next week's show will feature Anthony (Bergeron) and should be very interesting! I picked up some Sipp Beverage and will be giving it a review, next.............xx

Thankful for enemies xx

I never thought i needed any enemies. Once they arrived i didnt know what to do with them! Then Joel Osteen explained why they are so important. They help make us what we are. If i were never hated, i never would have become what i am today. I had to dig deep, deeper deeper. Constantly working on me, REinventing me, Pushing me. I can finally say, thanks to my enemies.........xx

I tried to walk around...

the pain but God made me go thru it. I never planned on any bad years. I didnt plan on going thru hell. I saw the road around the pain and took it. An avalanche of bolders fell before me. Big huge heavy bolders. They could not be moved and i had to climb over them, one by one. I could not believe how tall they were. It took so long. One by one i climbed over each bolder, to see a clear path once again, this is where i stand.......xx

Do I love you? xx

Yes i do! I live for you. I help you raise your kid. I do your dishes. I record for you. I pray for you day and night. I watched Real World for nine seasons to be close to you. I let you vent. i take the blame. I even let you be a lil mean to me. After all, you cant help it you are a Murphy lol . Yes i love you and i promised you seven more years. Unless you get married first. Ill be your wing man. I wait in the wings for you............ xx

For You! xx

I didnt have a Jewish wedding. I didnt have a baby shower with your brother. I bought you three outfits at Zody's. I washed your socks in the sink at night. I made you liver. I cleaned up the liver, yuck. I taught you to read. I bought you dried fruit cuz you said biting into apples hurt your teeth. I had your teeth fixed. I gave you siblings. I gave you amazing grandparents. I gave you a family. I made flash cards for you. I made you ponytails galore. I baked with you. I took you on walks. I told you i loved you all day long. I dressed you up. I put you in handmade dresses. I put bows in your hair. I read aloud to you. I made you great parties. I found God with you. I sold my jewelry for you. Everything i did, i did........ for you............xx

Where are the Mcstay's? xx

I could not sleep last night thinking about the McStay family! They have been missing for nearly 2 years. My first fear came, when i heard the words Craig's list. Could it have been a stranger, that brought harm? Who was that knock on the door, while she spoke to her friend? Did someone over take the family? Were they too trusting? To me they left quickly and planned to return. Where did they go? Were the passports ever processed? So many questions! Who are the people in the video.....does anyone recognize themselves? xx

Method Actor xx

So excited to see my friend Anthony Bergeron on Tori and Dean Home sweet Hollywood! It is so fun to see Inventori and be a small part of it. The store looks beautiful on TV and Happy to see all the behind the scene stuff! Break a leg Anthony, i wish you success, always! xx

Me creative? xx

My mother yelled at me for cutting up her magazines. I think my creative soul was trying to come out. I wasnt allowed posters in my room or stickers. It was the 60's Man! That's my only complaint. I remember going to the park and painting with kids. I took piano and dance. But did i have an art box with scissors and paper? No i cut up magazines instead! xx

Real or Reality xx

Sometimes i wonder what Michelle Duggar is thinking. I know she is thinking about God. Maybe she wants us to get together in prayer. Maybe she likes the controversy. Maybe it's good for ratings. There is a fine line between real and reality. When Jordyn nearly fell, the camera guy caught her. If he wasnt there, she would have fallen. So is it real or reality? xx

Pet Rock moment...xx

I joke i need a pet rock moment. A trend of some kind to take off. A product or accessory.. I think i've got it! My TURN - over- stone. My motto for years .......leave no stone unturned. Beautiful hand painted stones. By CJ. Says TURN on one side...what's on the other side? You have to turn it over to find out! Inspirational, motivational....... This could be it! This could be HUGE! Intro price $10 xx

Make a statement! xx

What started out as catchy phrases has turned into self promotion! Method Actor, I Have a screenplay/script....... Hair and Make up! Large Totes for shopping trips, gym wear and yoga mats! ( Thanks Ronna, Ultimate business cards) *10 year REplacement guarantee. *Anytime. Embroidered with your color choice $25 FRIDAY only sale. 12-2-11 xx

The Lil' White lie .....

at Sears! It was 1977 and we told our daughter, a lil white lie. We told her we were getting her dad a tool for work. We probably did get him a tool. Then we got on the escalator.............and went up to furnishings. There they were...the canopy beds in all their glory. The family had a plan. A script. We would ride up and then... when she looked over at the bed, Papa would ask.........would you like one of those? That was his line. I was the last one up and i saw them embrace...our plan went off without a hitch. Papa was right on Q! Then Nana went and grabbed all the bedding and came back with an armful of actual canopy. What's all this my dad asked? The price of the bed just doubled. lol The End xx THE CAST of The Canopy Bed: John and Susan Murphy- Bill and Violet White-Sella-The Bed-The Bedding-The lil white lie. A story by TL White.

Murray Christmas xx

This is about a dog named Murray and a warning to all pet owners. Murray ate a bread clip and died. That was the sad part. The happy part is that he got to go home with the Spelling-McDermott's and was loved, at Christmastime. It's funny cuz just before i read that story in Uncharted TerriTori, i kept seeing bread clips in the kitchen, everywhere. * I even stopped and analyzed.... what art can be made from these?? A mosaic perhaps? Then i read about the danger of it all and wanted Murray, to save other animals, as it is Christmastime. We do not have dogs, but our cats eat plastic, or try to. We had to pull a plastic straw wrapper out of Bambi's throat! I pick up all wrapper's, bread clips,twist ties, cheese wrappers etc. So... Murray Christmas sweet angel doggie, you are remembered with love and you are a hero doggie for saving lives ! ruff ruff xx PS. 2012- update....*upcycle.....before it was called up cycle! Always ahead of the times! xx

Feeding Animals...xx

There was a tweet from Simone Reyes about feeding animals, going vegan today. I tweeted back that i do feed wildlife! This winter I will kick it up a notch. I have many treats planned for birds and squirrels. Cheetos- Blue jays love them and it is so cute to see. Peanut butter bread-cubed. Dried fruit, apples,croutons and our new 12 grain bread. Squirrels eating popcorn is hysterical. It goes round and round like a steering wheel, leaving the center behind! Pine cones can be rolled in Peanut butter and cereal.......hung up high. I also put out bits of string and batting to help feather their nests! xx

Event Bags xx

Cloth bags for your events! Beautifully embroidered, long lasting Tote bag! Paper is less money, (not much) but is in the landfill days later. Along with your event ad. Cloth bags are more money, but will last for years and years! Your ad will live on and no landfill! xx

Rear View Mirror! xx

What's in your rear view mirror? Joel Osteen asked? In mine... there is pain, lies, loss, betrayal and poverty. I am so glad those issues are behind me...... getting smaller and ........smaller. xx

Your Windshield....xx

What's in your windshield? What's in your future? My windshield holds...God, work, money, family, Joel Osteen, Tori Spelling, Anthony, Jenn, Inventori LA, The White's, love and forgiveness!

Finally ever after xx

I would never say I am happy.........cuz then it all goes to heck. But....things are better for me, thank God. Ten and a half long years, I pushed and climbed, moving forward as fast as I could. Joel Osteen explains there is a 2 step fwd, 3 back. Oh good! I thought I was going to lose my mind. I learned patience, that's for sure! I had so many areas to piece together... like a quilt. Socially, financially, family.... so many set backs. I never gave up, I keep on going! I work hard and pray harder. I follow Joel Osteen...I made some amazing friends. Finally blessed, after all! xx

An Avon Christmas! xx

I was thrilled to hear from my Avon Lady, Lucille! Ninety years old and going strong! I prayed for her and worried about her! She did survive a bout of cancer, last year. Luckily those prayers were sent up for her. I missed buying Avon last year. I did order this year. I was so happy to hear from her, i told Dreama order anything you like! So, it will be an Avon Christmas this year.......and Lucille is our miracle! Thirty-one-derful years of Avon #Thank God xx

Theresa and the Trike xx

It was 1975 and my husband took me to meet his family. All of his brothers and their wives and kids. There was a bunch of lil ones and only one tricycle. All of a sudden, a fight broke out. Not between the kids, but the adults. There was yelling and screaming and some tears. Next thing i knew my husband went into the bathroom and shaved off his moustache! Not sure why........he was at his limit, could not take anymore. When things calmed down someone said...... we are always mean to the new wife ....at the time it was Deni. Next it will be Susan, someone in the crowd yelled. NO it's not, said my husband........no one will be mean to Susan, we live in CA. OH John.........Susan was treated worst of all........xx

Where I shop?

for Susan Murphy inc.............Michaels for Totes,bibs and craft supplies. Chocolate and candy from Ralph's. Embroidery from the mall. I look for deals and sales to keep prices down, but only the best for Susan Murphy inc customers.......xx

National Adoption Day? xx

I wish i had a happy story to tell..........i wish i could tell you how i took a tiny, sickly, uneducated child and gave her a wonderful life. I did, do that. She did not appreciate it, so i moved on. It would be wrong to want someone that does not want me. Nineteen years ago she asked me twice, why did i adopt her. The five most horrible words an adoptive parent can hear. You go out of your way......to do all the little extras and all the big things. You make the huge parties and go to Disneyland. You spend time baking cookies and having long talks. You rent the sax and follow the band in a parade. You have family hugs, silly nick names and try to form a bond that will last a lifetime. ........Nineteen years ago you tried to take it all away from me. But i held on like any parent would, giving you eighteen more years of me and my love. Why did i adopt you? I wrote it down once before.......here it is again: Because you needed a home. I wanted to see your beautiful face every day. I wanted to be a family with you. Papa said... i want her to be a part of our family. Because we loved you. xx

So Gay?!? So What!! xx

Last week on FB it said my son came out of the closet. People left confusing comments, as in, they were confused! I do not think my son is gay, and my reaction was nil. I had no thoughts or feelings about it. I should say that he does have 3 children, already. Meaning i do not have to worry how will he have a family. Other than that i had no concerns. I guess it's all about perspective and where you are in life. After the ten years i put in, here lately. It would not be a bump in my road.......i would just go on and not even bat an eye. I would not reflect, ponder, question, anything. I would simply want my son to be happy, just like any other parent! My thought of the day.....Susan Murphy inc

All babies! xx

No! You wave bye- bye........Dont kiss me im busy.........Daddy made my pony tale...Sucker for blonds! Totes and bibs $25. Eco friendly, Est 2005 ...........Susan Murphy inc *free gifts, *free shipping xx

Cele'bebe xx

Baby celebs.........Oh the life! * Where's my Limo?......Paparazzi again!.......... Always the Co- star..........Available in large Tote with your choice of embroidery $35 from Susan Murphy inc xx

Celeb gifting! xx

Actor Anthony Bergeron seemed to really love his new Tote from Susan Murphy inc. Method Actor joins No Comment.....Props...... Hair and Make up! Anthony will be appearing with Tori Spelling in her Reality show, new season begins November 29! On Oxygen channel. Inside Anthony's Tote was Starbucks and a new movie script! A gig is the best gift of all...........xx

Religion and ratings xx

When watching the Duggar's....i was sorry that Jason fell. I thank God he is ok. I saw Josh texting in the waiting room. Josh is well aware of the ratings for their show. If i were writers on The Soup i would have showed Josh in the waiting room and his text would read.........Jason fell, in the hospital, ratings should be through the roof! JK xx

Reality bits xx

Bits and pieces......rooting for Bill and Jen. Praying for Giuliani and Bill. Happy Tori and Dean will start up again... a few re runs are filling up my DVR. I have not followed many shows this season. A bit of Duggars, especially in the morning, my time with God. I cant believe i started my biz with Farrah in mind, and then i read in Uncharted territori she came thru Tori's psychic reading. Chasing Farrah... Must be some connection there......xx

In all Reality xx

What's real, who knows? I have stopped Keeping up with the Kardashians. Im afraid the wedding may have been the shark jump for me. What will happen to Kim? Will she have a break down, real or not? I just dont get it. Kim worked so hard to make us forget the sex tape and now we are back at the beginning, doing something, anything for money. What about love, marriage and things being real. Im afraid for some, the lines are blurry. xx

What people are saying...

You've got a good eye...Jen at Inventori. We need more supportive people like you... Anthony, Actor. Fab Mama! Says EV Vintage designer. Hot off the press.... Susan Murphy inc xx

The Other side.....xx

of the Mountain................i never the saw the movie, but remembered my sis in law did. We were about 18 and newlyweds. I remember Denice said the movie left quite an impression on her. She wasnt going to complain about anything any more. Just be happy with what she had. Denice didnt have much, but a good heart and lots of love. We lost Denice in Jan, much too soon. She joined two brothers, also taken too soon. So when i saw the movie in the channel listing.............i did watch. I also thought of Denice and i too, was truly inspired! xx

Smoky and the Banker! xx

I know i am old. Still it's hard to believe, there use to be smoking allowed in banks. I was about 11 years old, went into a bank, on a hot summer day. When our transaction was completed, the teller closed the two tiny wooden doors between us and lit up a cig! Right there, at work, on top of me, she blew smoke. Just lit her match and inhaled. Worked so hard on my deposit, i guess. Had to take a break! Hard to believe, but true. I remember thinking......... it's way too hot for that, lol.........xx

New Projects xx

Mario Lopez Gifting* Jason's Race* Kids are Heroes* Hollywood parade. *Thankful for Teachers... thru Thanksgiving! *Food drive - Tote bags, Vintage gifts, Antiques........... xx

Domestic Abuse Totes xx

as a survivor, (more than once) i wanted to REmind you of my speciality Totes for DA Hotline. Each tote comes with a card and a phone number for the Hotline 800 799-safe. Perhaps you know someone who could use one, or maybe for yourself? xx

Kardashian Event! xx

I heard it's all about perspective. As i watched Kim's wedding, i thought... nice groom, but i'll take the cash. Meaning i just wanna make some money..........i want to be successful like Kim! My daughter watched the wedding and it made her cry for her dad. I did warn her! I saw Kris and Bruce on E news and Bruce mentioned Kim crying for her dad. Then my daughter started crying and cried the whole next day, too. Funny how it comes out of no where. You live it every day and try to accept it. Then you watch a wedding and the pain comes rushing back. xx

New Hat xx

Well i was really surprised Tori and Dean had another girl. It did look like a boy for a while. A perfect lil bump. Also her first craving was an Orange bang. Is that boy or girl, i wondered? I did guess boy, as i sat down to watch Only the Lonely. The first few lines of the movie are Hi Danny Hi Danny Hi Danny .....was that for me, i thought? I was just about to go on Twitter and Tweet Tori. Was that a message for me? I guess not....clearly i have to work on my psychic abilities! lol Secretly I hoped for a girl and at times felt it could be a girl. That bundle of pink was a surprise to all and so is her name! Welcome Hattie! xx

What 911 meant to me xx

It meant that other kids lost their dads too! Some lost their moms and parents lost their kids. 911 meant to me that i could not just cry for my kids and feel bad for my kids. I had to feel badly for all children who lost their parents that day. It's been 19 yrs for us. If i had one wish, in this whole world, it would be for my kids to have their dad ..... and maybe if i wish really hard.... all children, everywhere! xx

DIY..........xx

Kits include *Bridal*Tote bag* Dessert*Pedi -Spa*Chocolate dipping *Candy making* Soups* and *S'Mores... DIY  $30.... Kits come in reusable Tote Bag! xx

Branded xx

Susan Murphy inc- Eco, Celebrity, RE , Chic, Boomer, theme, gifts, filled, 3D ads, Charities, novelties, accessories, embroidery,T, message,Vintage, Antiques, bridal, Baby, bump, Reality, Totes, events, Caps, Bibs, TL, Free gift, Free shipping, pink, Drink-Dont -drive line, Peta, Meatless Monday, Tigerlily, Line- Dry magnets, Twitter, TakeToo, Never a bridesmaid, xx... Est 2005 SMI

Thankful for Teachers! xx

Thru Thanksgiving Teachers will receive many Treats! BOGO FREE ....Free Gifts and Prizes! Random drawings and Surprises! A little MYSTERY, a little fun! For all teachers and school staff! xx PS. MY mom was so funny and smart! She use to say Mother's day is not in MAY, it's September when the kids go back to school...lol. Thankful for Teachers! xx

Never ruin another garment...

Line Dry magnets-$5 each or Royal set for $30 * Here is the story! The washer was going and my daughter asked if i wanted to go see my folks... if so, she would be in the car and wait for a few seconds. Something told me to go. I slightly argued with myself, that the load i was washing, could not go in the dryer. I knew if my boyfriend came home, he would move it to the dryer and ruin my son's sweater. I decided to go and it was good i did....it was the last time i saw my dad alive. It cost me a sweater, but my magnets were born and a visit with my dad, precious. xx

Trick* Treat* Totes............xx

Embroidered with your own spooky message! Tops off any Costume! So chic and will last for years! Taking orders till 10-13..............Free Shipping, Free Gift! xx PS. Have a BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO tiful Halloween!

In Honor of Jason's Race....

i donated a beautiful, fun, family Tote bag and a stunning piece of Vintage jewelry in a gossamer bag. For every order in Oct. you will receive... Vintage jewelry, FREE* My choice, your surprise! xx

Holiday Totes! xx

Filled theme Totes for the Holidays! Custom made, just for you! Each item purchased with love from a professional shopper! No two alike! Let me create something spectacular for you! Themes include: Spa, Pet Chocolate, (with or without NUTS) Spaghetti, Movie Night and more! $50.00 ea * free gift, free shipping! xx

Wrong! xx

So many things are wrong with WI V Wirth! A rowdy bar, no security. A loaded gun. A butt pinch. A fight, another fight. Two people dead. A cop and a mom and the guy who tried to defend her. Jenny and Gregg died together from the same bullet. Many lessons were learned but all too late! xx

Be Happy xx

i write myself lil notes to be happy. Usually on a special occasion. i tell myself... get up... get coffee... smile and be perky....even if u have to fake it.... be happy! Hopefully, one day i wont have to write lil notes to myself! xx

Ill take the flower! xx

I dont gush over icons........Madonna, Michael Jackson, Elvis........not my cup of T. Not GAGA over GAGA. I like bands and maybe a duet or two, lol. When given a flower, any flower...just say thank you! xx

Karda$hians! xx

I have watched their show from day one. Mostly because, I identified with Kris, as she was widowed after divorce, like me. (A phrase, i coined). Flash forward many seasons and Kim gets her Royal wedding. She also made millions. Not sure how much she got for wearing that veil? Not sure why i don't watch any more? Not sure why............guess it comes down to 2 words......... rich enough! xx

My Wedding day..........

was the happiest day of my life........................i married the wrong man, but i was in the right dress! xx #tnxMom

A Job??? xx

One day i will forget your name, one day your face! One thing I'll never forget is when you told me to get a job on FB. When ever u asked me for money, i was there for you. I only asked if you wanted to repay me the money your mother stole from us?? As for the job i do have many jobs, tnx they just don't pay off yet...........but i'm sure they will. God and karma have to be on my side after dealing with the likes of ya'll! xx #Dead

Our Christmas Miracle xx

Just before Xmas i awoke to our front door open. As i stumbled toward the light, i prayed at least the screen was locked. No, it wasn't. That means it was wide open all nite and we could have lost our cats, been robbed or killed. We don't live in thee worst of places but who would temp fate like that? We don't have a whole lot to take........a few xmas gifts under the tree. So blessed... we were all safe and sound. I call this our Christmas Miracle and i thank God today.............xx

Shot thru the heart! xx

a wife mother and fellow Police officer was shot thru the heart by her husband. Twenty years. two sons and he wanted out. You give love a bad name! xx

Maiden Name xx

I decided to return to my maiden name upon death. It should not be a hard decision, but i was torn. I could use both or simply drop the Murphy and honor those that loved me the most and did all they could for me. They also survived the holocaust, were great Americans and my heroes. My mom, dad and gr'ma. It is their love and hard work, that inspire me each day and i still look to them for guidance! xx

Validated xx

I was hanging out in my neighbor's garage and i shared with Bobbie Jean 27 yo, how i never felt validated or wanted. I never heard anyone say it's ok for me to be here. By all means she quickly replied, Please..... stay she said, as she searched for the right words. It didnt matter, i got the message loud and clear! ...................xx

Gabe the dog xx

Gabe was on AGT and i called Dreama in to see him perform! Then i remembered my folks always did that. They always called to say, there is a special on. That's how it was listed in the TV Guide. Long after we had cable they would call and say.....the circus is on CBS. As i shared with Dreama i began to cry............xx

Chandler's balloons xx

When you arrived home from the hospital i picked up blue balloons and Nana Violet and we waited for you. Aunt MeMe and Uncle Max! It was 113* and then you finally came thru the door...... in your mother's arms! xx

PROPS! xx

My new Tote is props............props for work, props for kids stuff! Trucks, dolls and books......... All the stuff you schlepp for others! All the stuff you schlepp for yourself! As for me, i fill my Prop Tote and head out to Inventori LA to see if Tori needs anything! xx

Ultimate betrayal! xx

I will disown my kids....... my husband announced one day................if they are gay, or marry a black person. I was shocked and replied........i will never disown my kids for any reason! But i did! I had to let one go, for the ultimate betrayal. The ultimate stab in the back...when you laid down with my enemies you became one of them to me! xx

Tiny token treasure Tote xx

Old, new, borrowed in blue.....................handing out tiny treasure Totes for brides to be! Love filling bags like Tori Spelling..........tokens include pennies,Antiques and other cute items i search for you! Always something NEW, old, borrowed in blue........ from SMI xx

Not fair! xx

I want life to be fair and it's not! Every year when we go to the La Dwp light festival I remember just how unfair it is. As thousands of cars drive through the lighted tunnel, one family was not so lucky. A father asked his estranged wife and children to meet him at the lights. He shot all four of them, killing two. His wife and child dead, two other sisters survived! Right there in the middle of all the holiday displays he tried to slaughter his entire family and the Light festival goes on......................xx

I hear you knocking........xx

but you cant come in. Who to let in who not. Didnt make any new mistakes but let Jana slip thru my fingers. Work comes first and that is the sad reality of my life! One old pal showed up and my son walked him out. As he drove off he had a beer in his hand...i had no idea! Are you kidding me? I have a Drink but dont drive line of accessories..............and i mean it! xx

Dog blog xx

*My son is starting his own dog walking biz, as he walks a variety of friend's dogs every day. Ref. available, LA/ Valley Area. * Dogs in Panorama City are enjoying dog treats from Inventori LA! Thanks Tori Spelling and staff! xx Ruff ruff.......................

Fonda Jane! xx

I wasn't planning on watching Jane on Joy Behar. I didn't plan on liking it or learning from it. Always a nice surprise. Jane's new book Prime Time talks about her life in the third and final act. What can we do our last years to make sense of the first years? I spent my forties putting my life back together and trying to figure things out. I usually have good instincts and find out later on, i was doing the right thing, at the right time. People did not understand my need to sort thru what had happened to me and HOW i could keep it from happening to me again! Jane gave me hope as women our lives do get better and i am looking forward to my third and final act............a solo! xx TL

MA VS Fleury........xx

A father took his two sons to a gun show. It was to be a guys day out, bonding time with his boys. He wasn't just a good dad but also a DR. Not just any DR. but one that works as an emergency room Physician. I'm sure he has seen his share of gun shot wounds. So maybe it was surprising to some that he let his son fire a Micro Uzi, which led to his son's death. The father was filming as good dad's do, but at what point do you put down the camera and THINK. The gun kept jamming, i feel God was trying to warn them. Within a second Christopher was dead on the floor. Death can happen anywhere....speed boat show, concert, circus all carry risks. Perhaps with guns, we should all remember, the risk is even greater! xx

Wish bones! xx

We happen to have chicken one night and there was the wish bone on the stove...sitting there, bringing back childhood memories. That was our entertainment right there i told my granddaughter. No cable tv, no pc's or video games. Whenever we had chicken for dinner the wish bone was set out to dry and the next day we would make a wish and see who won! I can still see the smile on my mom's face to this day! I guess it wasnt a completely silly ritual, when i heard that Emma Watson's dad did just that and she won the part in Harry Potter! That must have been some chicken! xx

Always punished! xx

They say no good deed goes unpunished and that is true. I was thinking the other day that maybe my punishment will be lifted! I gave for ten long years, i suffered for ten long years....maybe this is it! All my hard work and prayers..... but what good does it do if the sentence is not lifted? I remember my husband telling me a story of a witch he knew. Yes, she was a practicing witch. He asked her for money, she cast a spell, her dog died, he found 4 grand, bought a car and drove to TX. He said that whenever she cast a spell something bad happened to her. Made me think, maybe that's the way it works for witches and non witches. When you give you lose especially when you give to he wrong people. Maybe it's a test to see if we keep giving? xx

Where's Mason? xx

My family tells me Mason will not be appearing in his family's reality show (Keeping up with the Kardashians) this season! Perhaps it's too many egos ...Kim lol perhaps he's camera shy or maybe he doesnt want to give grandma Kris her 10%........xx

A knotted Tee! xx

Of all the offensive things i find about Casey Anthony, her knotted t -shirt is number one. You see her on the news with her shirt pulled tight to one side! What does a knotted shirt mean? Why would you do that if your kid was missing? Does it really matter how you look, are you in style? Is it too big? Nothing like that should matter if your kid is missing and it should not matter, if your kid is dead! xx

Pink or blue? xx

A couple recently announced that there will be NO announcement of their child's gender. Chastity Bono, the cutest girl in the world, realized early on, she really was, a he. I remember decades ago, watching a documentary on babies and gender. A person was asked to hold a baby and keep it company with a few toys. The dolls and toy trucks were on a nearby table. The girls, dressed as boys, were given trucks and toy cars, by their care giver. The boys all in dresses, received dolls to play with. The point of the study was to speculate if we as parents, dictate our kids future, and their sexuality. As for me i feel it's all one step closer to us living in a more uni sex world! xx

Royal Dash? xx

Im not sure the K family is royalty. But i may tune in for kim's wedding. I did watch them for yrs for my own personal reasons....but now i have moved on. So many reality shows, so lil time. I moved on to Dance Moms and Roseanne's Nuts. Famous Food and the Little couple. I started my biz Susan Murphy inc with the first few reality shows....Anna Nicole and Chasing Farrah... rest in peace. So it will be a part of my life forever, these stars and their reality and mine! For now... Mazel tov Kim and Kris! xx

What's Old is New! xx

I was surprised when Tori Spelling opened her store (Inventori) it was a mix of old and new. I didnt think you could do that...isnt it against the rules? lol It got me thinking about my own products and mixing old with new. I had my bridal Tote of Old, new, borrowed.... in blue. So i took it to the next step and opened an Esty account called ONB in Blue. Bridal hair pieces and more! Can u believe Tigerlily White was taken? I then filled lil blue bags with Old, new, borrowed items. Antiques, new pennies, charms and tokens! Always a nice surprise! So its my name, tote, new biz, tiny treasure tote and more.... whats old is new again! xx

Just Jars xx

I also love Mason Jars. I love the homey feel and the fact you can put a variety of goodies inside. Tori Spelling also loves Jars, we have so much in common! lol Recently i ran out of Tote bags ....looked around the house....found a clean Mason Jar in dish cupboard and popped products in! Love it!... Always something new and creative at Susan Murphy inc xx

Bottles and Jars xx

I have always loved bottles and Mason jars. I wasnt sure why....then i remembered a childhood memory. Whenever i got hurt my dad would open up our metal first aid kit and take out a small glass bottle or Iodine! Yes that's right, glass and metal! As Daddy tended to my wound i would ask...can i have the bottle when it's empty? Over and over i would ask, as the glass bottle fascinated me for years. I'm not sure of my dad's response or what ever happened to that glass bottle.......but the fascination continues at Susan Murphy inc xx

How i got over Casey....xx

Anthony! I was furious over the verdict and it took a couple weeks to move on! Even now i can get upset thinking about it, but i have my own problems! HOW i got over trial- 1-turned off Court TV 2- watched a variety of other shows. Will and Grace and cooking shows. Movies and Forensic Files. VANISHED with Beth Holloway. Read The Cat who books. Working, cleaning, prayers and exercise...but I will always remember Caylee! xx

Lady GaGa and me! xx

I never thought i had anything in common with Lady G. Then i heard on E that she only has tattoos on the left side of her body. Me too! As i started getting tatts i decided to keep them only on the left side of my body. That way if they ever find my body, they can ask my kids... Tatts on the left? Might be her. So i tell my daughter this story........she looks up and says OH i didnt know ur tatts were on the left only? So much for identifying my body!? xx

Never a Bridesmaid TM xx

All my life i wanted to be a bridesmaid! It was a dream i held onto for many decades and finally had to let go. The role of bridesmaid has changed over the years and now being asked is almost an insult! lol In honor of my broken dreams and perhaps yours as well... i request the following! Send me your bridesmaid dress and i will send you $100 in gifts from Susan Murphy inc and Never a Bridesmaid TM. Vintage gifts,Embroidered Totes, and Accessories! xx Deadline 7/31/11

New name? xx

I was thinking of changing my name. Not so easy. I told my son's friend i was going to go by Roxan. Oh no she said you cant do that, apparently she knows a crack head named Roxan. It was a name my mother liked. So back to square one! I like Tiger Lilly and tried to use it on ESTY but it was taken...really? Tigerlilly White was taken! There is a new reality show called Tough Cookies and the owner is called Crazy Susan.....perfect time for a name change..............will try it out for a year. Lilly is Susan ......after all! TigerLilly White it is... TL for short............Tee Elle xx

Alex and Spencer xx

I remembered the other day i took you both to Lolli Cuts when you were lil. The hair stylists would go on and on about how beautiful your hair was! Alex a perfect blonde and Spencer a red head! The girls would marvel at Spencer's hair (while he sat in wonder) actually begging him NOT to ever change his hair color! They also said it could change on it's own, but they hoped it wouldn't. So i had Tori Spelling (reality show) on my DVR and she takes Liam for his first hair cut ...and where does she go? Lolli Cuts! So Aaron Spelling's grandson went to Lolli Cuts and our grandsons went to LolliCuts. Nothing but the best! xx

Veiled Hats and Disneyland! xx

I am going to make the most out of life. Since we were given a second chance, i'd like to wear veiled hats and go to Disneyland. Spend more time with loved ones, go on more outings, watch more movies, pop more corn. More work, more hugs, more kisses...... Spend time with cats! Now more than ever... Veiled hats and Disneyland! xx

Annual Christmas in July! xx

Offering great value in Custom and Vintage gifts. Avon Cape Cod pieces also available. Candy Cane seeds in Mason Jars. I put a Cape Cod Decanter in my kitchen and it was the first piece noticed at a recent party. I even took a candle stick to Tori Spelling at Inventori i felt it needed that pop of color too! :) xx

Cut it out! xx

I have mixed feelings about Demi and other celebs discussing their cutting experiences. As a self abuser myself, i do not want this glorified or becoming a trend. The fact the Miss L then tattooed over the cutting is bizarre. Posing for pics, even more bizarre. I hear there is cutting in a new video! Self abuse is not the answer. Talk to someone b4 you hurt yourself or others. Be kind to yourself, love yourself! oo xx

What to do...xx

What to do after the trial............. Some may wonder. After all the frenzy is faded away? i am going to be working! I will get involved in other causes...Vanished with Beth Holloway, PETA etc.................But there will be something missing. One part of my brain is always on my biz, SMI I keep doing projects around the house, so it isnt only the trial. I wish i could rent trials all day ...keep my mind busy and away from my own pain! xx

What im not watching! xx

For NO particular reason whatsoever i am not watching the following reality shows! Jerseylicious, Any and all Kardashians, Cake Boss, Teen mom .......Maybe it would be better to say what i am watching.......Casey Anthony trial and all related shows; Nancy Grace, Jane Velez Mitchell and a Lil bit o' Duggars. And of course Joel Osteen! Im hoping to be in full blown work when the trial is over. So i cut back on some shows, even tho it is the basis of my work...Reality shows! xx

New Celeb Totes! xx

For Tori Spelling's birthday i made her a special Tote bag. In Denim tied with a yellow bandanna that reads...No Comment. Other totes include...Stand in......... in Character....Costume Change...Behind the scenes. $25 ea. Free shipping, Free Gifts.

Casey Anthony Trial xx

I had mixed feelings about watching the trial. Time being a big concern. I decided to watch for many reasons. Like many of you, i want to find out what happened to CAYLEE! We might not ever know! Whatever happened she was Taken at her zeal, her zenith of toddlerhood! She was loved and adored. She had it all,except for one thing, proper day care! One thing is for sure, she will never be forgotten by those who loved her and the rest of us who just want to make sense of it all! xx

DVR baby xx

So like i tweeted.... me and Betty Rubble got our first cable box with DVR. Life is brand new! All sorts of new buttons and a new way of life! No more waiting for shows to come on! So far i have recorded...NCIS, Jersey Couture, Jerseylicious, Four of a Kind and some movies. My family knows to push pause so they can run and get a drink etc. My son built me a cabinet to house my unit and me and my remote are very happy at last! What's on your DVR? xx

Did you say Tiger? xx

I sat with my granddaughter reading Tiger Beat magazine. I can hardly believe its been over 40 yrs, since i read my first copy! Why is everything Tiger right now, my OCD wonders? First there was winning Tiger blood, Tiger Sharks,Tiger Stripes and my personal fave, Tiger Lilly. As for my childhood, there was Tony the Tiger and just remembered.............put a Tiger in your tank! Wonder if Tiger Woods started it all.........................xx

Four of a Kind! xx

I watched four of a kind and had many thoughts like....they sure do love jeans! I was disappointed their dad had moved out four years prior! After all, they were not just any kids they were one egg that split 4 times. They were unique, special and were daddy's lil girls x4. He took the good years and the glory. Then he left as the seas grew stormy. He got to skip the teenage years. Of course i don't know what went wrong. I'm just saying it would have been nice if he finished up the whole 18 yrs. I'm sure others would agree, x4! xx

James Ray xx

When i read The Secret, it was a good thing, now it's a bad thing. Maybe. I am sure of one thing though. If you love yourself others will love you. This is something i am sure of. I am a pro at not being loved. So i do love myself now, that way i am being loved! xx

Best in Valley? xx

My daughter stopped in Guido's pizza for the first time. We are the best in the Valley he said! It got me thinking of the perfect pizza...what's yours? Theirs was a bit spicy for me. I like Joe Peeps, a lot! Earthy with olive oil. Pasta Roma good, too! Thin crust with basil. So Guido's got me thinking..................of the perfect pizza pie! xx

Winning...Hot dogs! xx

We have eaten at The Infield a few times. They have a new hot dog called a Charlie Sheen dog with Tiger's blood. Not sure what Tiger blood is. Ketchup perhaps? A special sauce? Not really sure, but hope it's a winner for all! xx

winning ...chicken dinner xx

I just heard Charlie Sheen say winning chicken dinner and had to laugh. He must watch Guy Fieri on Food network. Guy says winner winner chicken dinner, when chicken is at its best. So i thought it was funny when this chef got pulled into a Charlie Sheen rant! Yes... i am considering making winning winning Tote bags and caps! xx

Boobs and why i hate Facebook xx

Me and FB are not friends. Every time i go near it Satan seems to arrive, uninvited! I had a great day meeting Tori Spelling, Dean McDermott and about 8 more reality stars. A pic was taken of me smiling at Nuggy and i asked my daughter to post it on FB for me. So then one of her friends writes and bashes Tori and her boobs! I was furious and deeply offended. Although i didnt see her boobs per say, Tori was sweet, kind and beautiful. I felt bad how i looked! So that's why i hate FB ..... mean people troll around when they should be worried about themselves! xx

Tori Spelling! xx

My new tattoo is a T for Tori! Her husband Dean calls her that. I figure there are other Tori's in the world but only one T. I have been a fan of Tori's shows and movies, but what i love is how she works! Every day i get up and channel my inner Tori. I was hoping to get my tatt during the Oscars, but it was more like the Oscar after party. Well at least it was during award season. I hope she likes it and feels my love and support to her. If i keep working hard i will have my life together too, tied nicely with a bow on top! xx

Royal Wedding! xx

Know what i love about the Royal Wedding? Kate's mother. She is a great business woman. She started her Event planning biz doing party favors. There was a need and she filled it! Pun intended! lol From there she developed into a complete party planning biz and really is the reason Kate had such a good up bringing. Not Royalty, she met her Prince at the college they both attended! Go MUM xx

Heidiwood! xx

My kids would visit their grandparents and there was Heidi. She lived next door. She was a famous Hollywood Madam. My mom would talk to her and so did my kids. My son was a teen ager at the time. Heidi thanked my mom for being so nice. When i watch Charlie Sheen's special on E...Heidi says Charlie makes a million a week ....comparing how their lives had turned out. So in honor of Heidi my new Tote is.... Heidiwood! Seems a good fit. Let me know what you think. I did look for you on twitter. Caps and Totes $30 ea xx

stash and dash! xx

New Tote - 2 sided... the "stash and dash."  Not the bend and snap... the *stash and dash. Just fill with your stuff and go!!!!   $30

Valentine/ Pet Tote xx

New for your Valentine " I LIKE IT RUFF". $30 for Lg Embroidered Tote... Large enough to hold a small dog.... xx

Facebook...

reminds me of a big, noisy, cocktail party where you have to schmooze. Facebook is nice for some but confusing for others. It's not for me. Not at all! Why would i want to hear bits and pieces of my friends lives. Someone died, but who??? Then you have to write and ask them and wait for an answer. It's worse than no attention ,,,,it's just a snippet of a non importance. After all if it were important you would let your friends know! xx

Dr. Essa

It's hard to call Dr. Essa a Dr. Knowing that he poisoned his loving wife with cyanide. He sent her Volvo Suv into traffic as she died. No regard for human life what so ever. He didnt care who he hurt as long as he could be free of his wife Rosie. Rosie was planning another baby, he was planning her murder. How could things be so off? This man has been compared to Scott Peterson....at least Rosie's baby didnt have to die, too. Leaving two children without both parents is bad enough as he spends the rest of his life in prison and then hopefully, hell! xx PS. I will always remember RoseMarie with love and pray for this family!

Suze,Oprah and Octomom oh my! xx

I landed on Oprah by accident. I had no idea Nadya Suleman was on. It took me a minute to even catch on to what was happening. I did feel for her and her kids. After all, they are innocent. The whole thing is kind of weird and twisted, as she doesnt want help, but now all sorts of help and offers will come pouring in....while i was in the shower even i had the thought...that Nadya can carry Totes for me! I can pay her, i can help her! xx PS. i hope to see KATE Gosselin raked over coals, like that one day! One can only wish, lol xx one day

OUR Wedding Planner! xx

Whenever i think of my wedding, i think of my wedding planner. Alice was a sweet women but we didnt get the wedding we wanted. We had great ideas that she shot down. It was 1976 after all. Who ever heard of black Roses and girls carrying the rings? Twenty years later the planners are jumping thru hoops of fire. It's their wedding... the motto would be. Not in 1976, not Alice, not for us! xx

Look Back! xx

New Tote........can save you time money and heart ache. I taught myself to LOOK BACK as a kid, as i got off the bus. I never lost anything, not an unbrella, not a kid, phone, lap top. So I thought i would embroider....LOOK BACK cause it's something good to know and do! xx

Death xx

Death is never welcome. Death does not RSVP. Death does not make reservations. Death simply shows up! xx

All New all the time! xx

Along with Caps, Tote Bags and Bibs i will be expanding to include #towels! Let the fun begin! xx

The king Family

All my life i wanted to be part of a big family. I use to watch The king family when i was growing up. Four sister who sang and their large fanily. I dont know what i was thinking when i hoped for a big family. That maybe we would show up sing a few bars of harmony and go home?? xx