Jon and Kate?

I was about to hang up with my son when he asked about Jon and Kate...........i started screaming. Strange reaction i know, but im mad. Mad at myself, for falling in love, once again with someone or something that never existed. I blame TLC and the producers for selling us a non- real family. A made of version of what we wanted to hear to love and support them. Who are these people really? Church goers? A loving couple? A supportive hard working family ? Hardly. They were morphed into whatever promo was available. Kate is absent from the family which is emotional abuse. She hasnt met their needs in years. Jon is becoming an alcoholic and the whole affair accusation could just be a publicity stunt. They achieved their highest ratings...but not from me. I quit J&K....i was their biggest fan and now i absolutely hate them. I hated Kate since the GUM episode...not just for how she treated Jodi but how she treated Collin. It was at that time Kate stopped loving her kids and started caring only about herself. She has always been cold and heartless but babies are easy to love. I cant imagine her as a nurse, a Christian, a mother.............I think of her as the Grinch her heart simply 2 sizes too small. Kate thinks she is so much better than Jon...WRONG. Kate thinks she has a handle on vocab. WRONG. Kate thinks she knows it all. WRONG. Kate just wants us to forget she is a big fat zero. She makes herself feel superior buy belittling Jon. She only belittled herself. She owes Jon an apology. She let the show go to her head, got glammed up and left her family behind. Would anyone believe Jon is having an affair? Not likely, Kill her and bury her in the woods? LOL Now that we would believe! xx